Thank You
谢谢
どうもありがとう
감사합니다

Thank You
谢谢
どうもありがとう
감사합니다

I HATE IT.

您为何不多看我一眼。。。

眷念

一波又一波

As though I had a photographic memory, your face etched itself inside me.The comment that I had always made, it was a joke between FRIENDS that only WE understood. It meant no harm and was something that kept our friendship going. But you looked at me with those disgusting eyes, like I was horrible and screwed and useless and stupid and everything that your eyes had reflected. All thing bad in the world beyond cure. This message, it was transmitted to me. THANKS FOR IT. IT AWAKENED ME. Watch your back. I'll be waiting for you. Aiming for you. And you will PLEAD to not have done that. Watch Me. You are going to regret it. You have hurt me so much, I will be going at full force. Even if it does not reap results immediately, and during this period of time I still suffer badly, listening and looking at you and everyone else like I am a hopeless kid, my hard work will soon be seen at the goal where everyone is aiming. WATCH. ME.

YOs.

Today is my Birthday and for once, I wouldnt be writing in Poem style or hiding what i want to say.

Heres my Wish for the all new me.

1. I want my Dream to Come True.

2. I want good Results for O Levels.

3. I want more Dramas!

4. I want everyone to laugh and be happy.

5. I want everyone to have good health.

6. I want everyone to live in harmony.

and I want everything that I have wanted.

This marks the beginning of my World;
It was my First.
My First.
___________

I didnt know why it happened,
But it all came crashing down on me.

The importance.
Of it.

It didnt strike me,
Until she came to tell me.

The importance.
Of it.

I never knew that,
I could make it in.

The importance.
Of it.

It.
It delved into my heart,
dragging out
Assurance.

How much it meant to me.
I thought to myself.

Even if its babyish,
It offered me,
Assurance.

我需要肯定。

Affliction.

A Facade. A Disguise. A Mask.

擦肩而过，
是命运的安排。

这小小的举动，

在这一瞬间，

似乎动摇了对方心中的弦。

啪嗒，啪嗒。

是爱情的开始吗？
或是人生的新旅程？

彼此的灵魂，

触动了对方。

在这里相遇，

应该不易吧。。。

My heart is feeling so bitter,

When will it get better?

Heart Rending.
Heart Wrenching.

You always leave my heart weeping,
and never spare a thought for me.

You always leave me breathless,

then throw me aside.

You always ask me to fend for myself,

and juggle this pain inside.

Time after time,

You left and went,

Scarring my heart once more.

This feeling that always lingers inside me,
It refuses to leave.

My aching heart,

You refuse to heal it.

And when its getting better,

You appear all over again,

Bringing me through the same old pain.

My Heart is bleeding...

Its Crying...

I am warning you.

DONT.

CHASTISE.

ME.

You aint any off better.

Dearest Joey,

Here I am dedicating this post to you, on the 8th of September 2008. Just want to say, 2 Days has passed since that day I have caused you much distress. So here I am, writing this poem for you, to seek for your forgiveness that fateful day.

Clad in shades of purple that day,

We embarked on a journey to somewhere out there.

During the rides we laughed and played,

and solicited happiness from our peers out there.

Just as we were going on fine,

My curiosity overwhelmed me.

and my actions;

it left me in despair.

All i could do was to stare,

at the damage I inflicted there.

What could I do to salvage the detriment,

except to gape with my guilt-stricken face.

It all wrapped up when you said "Hey, it's ok"

and it ended in a mortifying way.

We completed our "Mission of the Day"

and set out on another journey back.

I hoped it wont be the same as before,

but I failed myself,

and disgusted you again.

So all I could do is to write this post for you.

and say:

Sorry

对不起

ごめなさい

미안합니다

Sorry.
Yeah?

Too many things happening,

Too many things occuring.

I cant remember when I've stopped blogging

And the activities that I have started doing.

So now I am here,

Writing this post,

To dedicate this to people out there.

Those I have spent time having fun with,

Those that made me laugh from the bottom of my heart with.

And especially to you Debbie,

Who had played and crapped with me.

Who had spent the most time with me.

Other than my TV.

I hope memories wouldnt be post in blogs,

Nor pictures or camwhoring.

But our Organs that we had used to

Remember things;

Hear things;

Capture things;

Thus,

I end this post in recognition to everyone out there who brought me joy and happiness,

Although each activity done had not been pen-ed down in words...

Woke up in the middle of the night,
Flooded by thoughts from a disdain voice.
Meekly,
I threw myself under the shield that protects me,
From horrendous thoughts and emotions
That came creeping to me.
It had always been this way,
He was right; and we all wrong
Rattling in a corner, all away.
I have gotten use to this sequence,
Of him,
Pushing all the blame away.
I have taken enough this kind of blow,
That left me always weeping.
Why hasn’t he searched his soul,
And ruminate for his wrong-doings
My face,
Enshrouded in tears and mucus
Yes,
I admit that we have made mistakes.
And I swear I reflected upon it.
But you,
You.
All you did was to push it all away,And marinate her with all your endless rumblings.