Wednesday, March 4, 2009

As though I had a photographic memory, your face etched itself inside me.The comment that I had always made, it was a joke between FRIENDS that only WE understood. It meant no harm and was something that kept our friendship going. But you looked at me with those disgusting eyes, like I was horrible and screwed and useless and stupid and everything that your eyes had reflected. All thing bad in the world beyond cure. This message, it was transmitted to me. THANKS FOR IT. IT AWAKENED ME. Watch your back. I'll be waiting for you. Aiming for you. And you will PLEAD to not have done that. Watch Me. You are going to regret it. You have hurt me so much, I will be going at full force. Even if it does not reap results immediately, and during this period of time I still suffer badly, listening and looking at you and everyone else like I am a hopeless kid, my hard work will soon be seen at the goal where everyone is aiming. WATCH. ME.